6:24:00 PM
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by didi-aNNa
hahaha..everythings going to be more messy when i wrote that things into my blog and post it here.. about my entry before... hmmm.. i've got no comment.. last day when im online at the cc , i saw his friendster album and i saw everythings dat i dont want to see..hahaha.. but its ok.. i didn't mind about it anymore. lat bygone be bygone ( some people say like that ) maybe including me somehow.for now on, i just want to be myself..hahaha..yeker?? i cannot.. pretending to be somebody else?? ermmm.. hard to say it and arghhhhh... i dont know what i talk about just now.tadi ada lab anatomy..hahaha..pakat main2 jer dlm lab..nasib baik lab ngan miss hadija..baik sangat and more sporting gler..tadi jgk dia bg kitorang try guna stetoscope..hahaha..nak pinjam yg doktor betol punya takot tak bagi plak,kan..hahaha..ada kawan baru lagi hari ni.. baik sangat..nama dia natasya..budak sem 5 tp kena repeat balik sebab dia penah fail subjek ni..penang mai haa..luka tak tangan makin menunjukkan reaksi yg positive..luka tu dah menjadi kehitaman tapi sakitnya masih lagi mencengkam ke dalam sel saraf aku..wahahaha..dah macam bekas orang kena dera jer aku tengok..lupa plak nak letak minyak gamat masa pegi campus pg tadi..kol 4 nanti plak ada quiz utk microbe 2..3 chapter sumer masuk..hope everythings going to be fine.. no more messy like lab session with miss reva last day..hahaha..all about my mistake..owhh..lupa nak cakap, tadi masa anatomy lab session kitorang reramai pakat snap a few picture of us..for the memory..i hope there are be no more controversi..=porg gler glamer laa katakan...wahahaha lagi...hmm..cukuplah setakat ni sj , kalo aku rajin lagi mungkin petang nanti kita jumpa lagi.daa... i wanna go 4 the next class: chempath or clinical biochemistry with miss molly yang kiut ..
11:28:00 PM
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by didi-aNNa
semalam masa aku tgh goreng kopok( bhsa pnjgnya kerepok) tetiba jer minyak dlm kuali tu bleh meletop termercik kena kat tangan ngan muka aku, dan jugak aku menjerit-jerit manja.. hahaha..nak cover malu punyer pasal..=p..neurons aku bgtau suh g basuh tangan ngan air,tp tetiba jer ika jerit plak kat aku n then suh aku letak ubat gigi dr basuh ngan air.. aku pun cepat2 t kan buat. takot gak krg jdk uduhla tangan ngan muka aku nih..maafla ika, akak guna ubat gigi hang banyak sangat.. ada lagi tak agak2 untuk gosok gigi pagi tadi?? hihihihi...=p..sakit dol, pedih semacam jer tangan aku nih. mungkin Allah nak bagi aku pengajaran supaya aku kena check aku nyer jadual leklok..maklumlah, semalam aku tak masuk lab session miss reva..bukan salah aku, tp tulisan aku yg xcantik, so aku terlepas pandang betol2 dan seterusnya aku salah sangka yg kelas aku sepatutnya adalah pada pukul 12 bukan kol 2 seperti yg amat aku harap2kan...waa..waa..waa...waa...aku terasa amat tertekan pada masa kejadian itu berlaku..sementelaah pula kawan2 aku ada sekali di rumah sambol menyaksikan kebodohan dan kealpaan aku itu..huhuhuhuhu... dan yg bertambah sadisnya bleh ker diorang gelakkan aku?? gelak plak mcm nak terkuar usus perut sama ngan spleen skali..nasib baik peyer's patch tak ikiut sama..wahahaha..( gelak org kesian)aku sedih sangat, i hope i could give the best first expression buat miss reva alik2 aku plak yg tak dtg kelas dia. td ms lecture dia tnya aku naper tak dtg aku jwb laa ngan tulus lg ikhlas n then dia ckp lab report semalam tu aku tak yah antar. so thats mean aku takdelaa marks on that lab report...so frustrated..dan sekarang dr segi mental dan fizikalnya aku terseksa dan terdera..it so hurt..arghhhhh.... hate this situation...
7:59:00 PM
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by didi-aNNa
i'm tired and exhausted..i'm tired and hipocrite..i'm tired and i'm acting..i'm tired and lonely..i hope this will be the end of me...semalam,tetibe jer aku rasa sunyi sangat2, and i'm felt empty inside..eventhought i have friends around but there was something missing and someone was stole it from me without my permission..and i hate that things.. alots..semalam;aku bergurau dan bergelak ketawa ngan housemate aku, z, sara ngan ika.. diorang jer tempat utk aku menagih kasih kat cni..sympathy with me??owhh..plez no..i don't need your symphaty..aku bukan mahu mati..kalo bleh aku mahu hidup utk seribu tahun lagi.. walaupun aku tahu aku tak dapat..walaupun aku tahu hidup tak sebahagia mana..tapi sekurang2nya aku masih mahu untuk mencari rasa bahagia itu..apa salah aku kalo aku punya cita2 mcm tu??heh..semalam mcm2 lawak bodoh aku buat untuk bagi kawan2 aku ketawa, sampai satu saat aku rasa aku bleh jadik clown..tapi aku tak kisah .. aku suka kawan2 aku gelak..untuk mereka aku tumpang bahagia..sebab bagi aku hidup ini jangan cuba2 untuk cari derita...buleh ke z tarik suar aku..hahaha..time tu aku dah rasa mcm usus aku nak terkuar jer gelakkan pasal menda bodoh tu..arghhh...aku ternoda..=p..thanks friends..
kitorang main badminton kat luar rumah..kat umah makcik sebelah sebab ada lampu jln.. kat umah kitorang takde lampu ..sebenarnya try2 nak buang peluh cket.. sampai pagi tadi bangun terus jer cramp kaki kau nih.. berat semacam..hari ni plak nak ken apnajat 3 tingkat..( sbb sumer lab session hari ni..)bila rasa sunyi ni nak bertamu pergi..well, now.. i was a desperate woman..hahaha.. the history is haunting me...im hurting day by day..im frustrated..im the heart-broken..sad to say so..but that was the fact..yup!!i was hinding ..try to acting..and finally..i was the loser.. for now on...it ws me again...
7:49:00 PM
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by didi-aNNa
what i suppose to say?? i read my friend's entry from his blog a few second ago. one of my best friends i had since im here ; at MSu.. n now i wanna give him a letter..from: me,didi
time: 12:11
date: 29 nov 08
FA, u know what?? sometimes people change,, you...me..and others.. but sometimes we did not realize that we change too fast.. yesterday we can still laughing and meeting , and lepak2 together.. but today..who knows everything gonna change at all.. yes!! we had our own life..and we had our own litle secret that we cannot share to all of our friends. but at the bottom of my heart i felt like we not be like before.. together of us..FA, please don't say that we don't care about you..we all love you as a friends.for me, friends is everything..i want we be a friends for always and ever after..i hope this relationship gonna be untill the end of our lifei want when we get old i still had a friends to talk to.. with you, fariz and of course zack..i want to see UBAN on head each of you..hahaha..then we all gonna count that uban to see who gonna be the oldest one,laa..=p FA, don't get upset if we all don't talk to much to you lately..the situation did'nt like before..donno why when i get older i felt more sensitive..women, you know laa kan..the hormone is everywhere in my body..spread all over my sense..FA,i hope you got what you want right now.i wish for your hapiness with HERthe person that you caring too muchbut beware friend; " cinta tak selalunya indah"please don't put your love for hundreds percent.keeps your space for both of you..what important give lots on your studies.. make your parent and siblings pround of you. and us too.. FA,there are not easy to find someone, espeacially people that we could call FRIENDS.im heppy to had you as my friends.but sometimes friends also can hurt bcoz we human. im SORRY so much if i had hurt you.hope we can be back like before. even it takes time to recover..just know what..just forget and forgive..WE ALL LOVES YOU....pecah kaca, pecah gelas
sudah baca harap balas, laa...=p
( tandatangan tak diperlukan, ok..)
10:21:00 PM
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by didi-aNNa
well, im not passionate more about blogging.. donno how.there was nothing interesting in my life now.. day pass by..turns into month n then a new year has coming... too soon.. see for another post, where there r lots story to tell..sayonara...
