two is lonely

besok, ada lab cyto. jam 10pg.

and another 1 kelas sampai jam 7 malam. :(

owh, naseb baik lab bukan start pukul 8pg. Heran sebab dulu-dulu mase kecik2, standard budak tadika mak bangun subuh pun sekali ikot gerak bangun. sama macam sekolah rendah ngan menengah. Kalo dengar jam loceng ayah bunyi terus automatik bangun. Kalo ayah dah masuk bilik air i'm goona be the second after him. ahahaha. ayah tak garang, tp dia sangat strict kalo masuk bab bangun pagi. kami lima beradik memang macam ni,dulu laa. masa kecik2. hihi ^^

sekarang sebab dah duduk jauh dari parent jadi semakin liat nak bangun pagi even pagi2 xde keje nak buat selain kene pegi kelas (tu pon bukan hari - hari ade kelas pagi). kalo duduk kampung, jangan ade yang tidur lepas subuh, kalo x dengar laa mak cik enon bebel sampai tengahari karang. ahahaha :P

and  no wonder why la kalo sekarang balik kampung adik2 pon dah terbiasa bangun pagi time sekolah. kadang2 pukul 5.30pg pon diorang dah bangun and then pi sekolah jam 6. paling lewat pon 6.30 kot. huish, kelas start kol 7.45. maybe diorng sambung tidor dalam kelas kot. ahahaha. kalo pukul 7 ade kat umah lagi siaplaa diorang kena bebel ngn ayah. thats y laa sonok duk jauh ngan family ni. xkena bebel banyak2 mcm adik yg duk kat umah. ahahahaha.. [evil laugh]

but i miss the situation soo much. 

insyaAllah minggu depan kalo jadi nak balik kampung lagi. so xsabar nak dengar mak ngan ayah bebel. kekekeke ~~

owh, you know what? sekarang saya jarang tdo awal, paling awal pon pukul 1.

is that insomnia? (*.*)

owh, saya xmahu! jam biology saya dah rosak. and i can't sleep as the normal people. :'(

bad, bad, bad... i think i need to drink a up of milk before going to sleep.  (^.^)V

i need to re-organise mylife!

hari ni malas rasanya nak keluar melihat dunia. duk umah mengadap laptop ni mungkin lagi bagus. 

haish, depress2! 

jap lagi baru nak revise subjek semalam. ^^

tanpa sedar, ini adalah minggu terakhir di bulan june. arghh! it was already in the middle of the year. *slap my cheeck* sedar didi! woke up2!! :P

hari ni saya ade buat satu "tabung masa lalu" ataupon capsule time. influence dari  cter korea. actually, saya rasa sangat bosan hari ni, so tetiba datang laa idea bodoh macam ni. i hope it going to work out ! 

p/s: don't put a blame on me, hihihi. :P

i will put a brief note of what i've been through everyday into this capsule time's bottle. it's going to be more interesting bila masa akan datang saya bukak dan baca balik ape yang saya tulis. ahahaha. sound silly,rite? but i like it. well,, it was some kind of memory that i try to keep becoz i am afraid someday i will lost all of my good memory about myself, about mylife. so i think i better try this method.

can't wait to pass another 1 year to read all of that notes.

p/s: Owh, 1 more year coming means i am growing 1 year more older. huhuhu~~ but it's okey.

^-^v

p/s: i hope my friend, hans will follow what i do. kekeke ^^

seriusly, saya tak pandai buat kawan.

kalo setakat say hi!, hello! yes, i agree i excellent at that. ahaha. poyo!

to restrain those friends i've made was a big problem for me. :(

betol! saya xpandai buat kawan. i donno how to treat them wisely. sebab tu petang tadi bila saya dapat mesej dari kawan satu course, Miza yg tanye saya balik umah lepas abes kelas dengan ape, lalu saya jawab just by walking and then dia balas bagitau yang lepas ni dia suh tumpang naik kereta ngan dia and because of that im felt so touch.

sebetulnya, saya xde kawan yang sangat rapat dlm 1 course. kawan hanya atas dasar belajar dalam 1 jurusan, not more than that. im rarely hang out with them. so bad. see how bad i am in making friends? im not so good. im envy with someone whose have their friends around. :(

however because of her, i felt relief for being accepted. i hope to make a good memory for this last sem together with them. hopefully. ^^

 

first day going to new campus for this last sem for taking the schedule and meeting friends. 

on the way go back home passing the park and times for taking piture. 

tadaaaa.. ^^

semalam saya jumpa awak!
eyh, kita pakai baju kaler same,laa.

awak perasan x?
kita pakai baju kaler ungu.
doesn't it sweet? ^^

and my wish tu meet you yesterday was filled.


ahahaha. adorable you and i! ;D

wah, can't believe that i finally make it until today. thanks god. for make me stand still. :)