two is lonely

Okey, ini mr.DinO angah yg punyer..

wahahahaha...

sje taruk kt cni..

i'm recently listen to the tOtal eclipse of mY heart..:)

my dad give a kol at 11pm tadi..On z handphOne. tu pOn z gtaO.. dats mean when he giv me a kol i wasn't pick it up. becoz my phone was at the home. during dat kol i have bengkel kat campus lOr.. so after i reach at hOme, n check my phOne there were a few Of miskOl appear On da screen.. cepat2 aku tepOn ayah balik..kOt2 ada emergency ke haper kan..

kOl my ayah..

and luckly he answer me back. huh, what a relief tO hear his vOice again.. :).. miss u sOOo..damn much my ayah..ayah akceli just nak pesan kat aku ngan z..spy lebey berhati2, pasal kes H1N1 tuh..urmm,,aku plak risaukan ayah ngan mak, adik2 kat saner skali, mmg laa uitm kat shah alam ni pOn daa cuti, kuarantinkn..but in da msu still nOthing happet yet. ada laa jugak dgr 2,3 Orang yg bieng suspected of that diseasa,kn..but tader plak dgr ura2 nak tutup jugak MSu nih..hukhukhuk..mggu depan midterm..lupa tO tell him, plak..:(

im tOtally sedey when heard his vOice.. he must miss us, his child..that far away from him.. give u hugs my sweet ayah i ever had..~~~=*

its going hard now,, n i cOuld felt it..

to through the life in diz way.. quite desperate..

diz mondae im gotta take midsem..one week after all..hope there are light at the end of the tunnel..haih..:(

semalam pi tgk MSU voice of star, besh..this time everall quite da best from the last year!! great job for MSU PAC club..congrates for zura, yus and the others. first time saw alya and aimi do the dancing together with their seniors.. keep it up, babe..such a wonderful dancing..u both talented..:)

Owh, fOrget tO say happy birthdae tO iQa yesterdae..nice dress iQa..sweet n sexy..hikhikhik..:)

balik lambat n then just go to bed withOut knOwing the assignment didn't finish yet..hailOh..tOo bad..:(

mOa makan dorian le plak... :)

hOhOhO..

Keterujaan utk makan dorian nih bermula semasa abg Jet Da jeDDa m'hantarkan'nya pade 2 minggu lepas..so keterujaan itu di continue balik selepas adanya adegan MoU (upacara janji-menjanji antara Jet da JeDDa and si kapten Aiman Xkesah..) hOhOhO..makanya, petang besok bakal termeterainya upacara tersebut berlOkasikan umah nO.3, jalan kaYak..waktunya adalah berdasarkan waktu Malaya. Yakni, mungkin selepas asar, d mana pada waktu ini sel2 di dalam badan akan terasa lebih rilek dan santai utk aktiviti panas2 sebegini... aktiviti ini aktiviti panas Okeh.. hakhakhakhak..

i lebiu u Dorian @ Derian @ Doyan..

hari ini besdaE anGah..:) anGah Lina..24th yeArs Olreadi..

seLamaT meniTi haRi tuE, angah.. keje elOk2, kumpul duit banyak2..taOn depan jela angah kawin kay..:) x abes lepas rindu jadik adek nakal kamu, sudah jadi tunangan Org..:(..sOkey..jnji kamu hepy2 selaLu..

GrOw up my sis..i will always lOve u..=*..~~~hugs~~~... 

malam ni hujan.. n miss da inche itu banyak2 lagi..agagaga~~ geli pule bila berbahasa sebegini rupa.. sila muntah ijau sikalang...wahahahaha..xbley blaa..

Okey2, stOp it.. aku sedang menjeles dengan si Jet da JeDDa nie. Dia daa beradu kat sebelah, walhal aku still bertungkus lumus berkerja keras menulis surat chenta sesorang. unfair n unsquare btol laa..lalalala..hate tulis surat chenta2 neh..(poyo sangat kamu cik didi!!!).. 

hahaha..pakat maen redah je gelak, sokey.. lets gealk kuat2, agar cik jet da jedda itu bisa bangun...;p..hukhukhuk..maO pelOk inche itu rasanya saat ini..wahahaha..( sure kena sumpah seranah nih).. naa.. no men no cry ,kay.. [but aku selalu cry what] hakhakhak.. putar alam laa ko nih cik didi..dah, moh teruskan mengarang surat chenta kamu ituh!!

rOger n Out..:)

nite oOLs.. 

p/s: xkira, maO gtao jgk.. uhurm,, missing the msg..:(

merindui inche itu, saat ini..:)

ngee~~~ xtaO malu kamu owh cik didi..wekkkkk!!!! 

jgn perasan lebey2, kay.. he just nOt that intO yOu,la..hahahaha.. tp masih maO merindu jugak..gasaklaa..;p.. its my heart whO chOose the persOn dat i loikee..nO One cOuld ever2, stOpping me tO liking him any way, kn?kn?  cruel owh gtu.. haih..:(..

letih, ONe mOre weeks tO gO fOr midsem.. 

splash Our face with cOld water Once laa cik didi, plis2..plis.. sO dat u can ever stay alert ol da way u shOuld..lalalala...

rindu kamu laa inche...:(

sangat2 mungkin,,..

whoa...ari ni ujan turun..syok maa..sangat2 suka. suka manyak2..lalalalala...

tapi yg tak beshnyer, ujan masa ada kelas.. so, xley laa berangan-angan nak guling2 or wat aksi tdo gaya bebas time tuh..so tahan sejuk je, jalan kakai dari anex ke campus. Hohoho..cam daa kt luar negara jer..lalalala.. maO pegi sana tempat, Holland.. Amsterdam or even nicely, sCotland..ngee~~jumpa cik abg pakai skirt..lalalala lagi....

saya suka hari ujan,,but ujan belom tentu suka saya..;p..

melalut sajer saya tao ari ni sbb nak lepaskan lelah, keje umah banyak tggu nak disend in time. hohoho..gayanya nak siap kalo senantiasa mengadap lappy yg bertenet nih. laju je tangan duk tekan2 tempat yg sepatutnya perlu d lawati time genting2 sebegini..but my fingers so naughty2..;p..

jOm, teman saya buat keje.. baru lepas minOm kOpi caP kapal api yg berwaP2 and wiTh side OrdernYA, sebijik Oren sunkisT..:).. seDAp...hahaha... 

memang aku rasa sangat2 nak lempang ko saat ini jugak. aku sangat2 menyampah laa ngan ko , ko tao x?? walaopon dulu aku sanggup lagi nak bersabar dengan tingkah laku kao tu, apa ekau ingat kau comel plus cantekkk.. sangatkah?? wat tergedik2 depan aku?? hey, plis..nope okey..siyezly tader langsung nmpk ko ayu walau sesaat pon..hahaha..geram aku sungguh ngan kao..could u just get berambus dari muka bumi ini kah??

entri ini sangat2 pedas sebab aku daa tak bleh tahan ngan makhluk sekor nih..

hish..tolong laa jgn ganggu idup aku lagi kay, nyamuk..

plis laa kasi aku tdo lena tiap2 malam..ko pegilaa kacao org lain..huhuuhuhuhuhu..tolonglaaa, beb.. kasi can kat aku nih yg dah berapa malam bersengkang mata nak layan perangai jelik dan jijik ko yg suka geget ngan tiom aku nih..haih..:(

dah, dah..jangan nak beraksi gedik depan aku lagi kalo ko tak nak tgk keturunan ko terpaksa berkabung melihat kematian sedara sepupu sepapat ko dan seangkatan dengannya mati shahid di dalam tapak tangan aku ini.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.....

Brusahalah utk pergi jaoh dari penglihatan mata aku, kay.. 

urm, mak ngan ayah daa gtau barang2 sumer dah totally bwk pindah umah baru...haih, miss da old house oreadi..haish..byk kenangan ngan rumah tuh..urm, hate diz feeling, bcoz i state with the one, n hard to forget the first..since it become my place, it will oweyz be mine..

eukkkksssss...

hows it going to b in da new one?? yup, i knoe..pindah umah pon bukannya jaoh dr tempat lame, but it still in new situation, with new community..new air.. haih.. akceli i refuse to move again, but i can't stop mom n dad ..they deserve to.. 

cmner raya taon ni agak2?? nak balik umah tokwan..taon ni nak raya ngan tokwan jugak..eventhough angah dah pesan suh beli tiket balik kg kat dia skali. padahal i never mention nak balik raya kat maner..lalalalala..gasaklah,, kalo tak dapat balik kg raya pertama, ti pas 2,3 hari balik laa umah wan. then leh tumpang balik s.alam ngan maner2 pakcik2 aku ti.. [hohoho..sila,laa berangan cik didi ye]..

to mom n dad, 

every year be our hardest year, yet disaster..but u knoe wat..i still lurve u all..no matter what..n thanks for loving me oso..:).. lots of kisses and hugs..

with love; 

ur great naughty daughter ever..lalala..;p

okey, hari sepatutnya hari utk gumbira2..ngee~~ gumbira laa sangatkn..cit..

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semalam ke rumah HOUSE of HOPE.. utk community service under programme mentor mentee Fakulty health & life sciences, MSU. Sgt best..:) n si incik itu pula was turun to key ell, for watching the match between Mu n MAs..ngee~~

and it was a tired really dae..but fun oso..really fun. nak2 plak bab i teach da Lily n Rup how to play the cap kelipcap song..ahahahahaha..them are so damn funny..;)

and the dae before go there i was msging da incik..and he ask me for outing..on sun day..:j..agagagaga...sundae?? heeee.. i like it, but can't afterall..:(

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hate diz sundae on 19th july 2009. sum people say it was juz once golden chance would be happen in our lifetime..hohohoho..once in blue moon..:(

won' t bear it..

regret all da way..cis, cis n cis jugak..

Kalaulah aku ini manusia yg seorang extraordinary..haih, terlalu mampu sekali utk aku tersenyum sampai ke cuping telinga saat ini juga.. dan yg pasti senyum itu akan terus kekal sampai besok harinya. Biar terus-terusan tersenyum.. :)

p/s: seharian dan hampir menutup mata baru menerima msg dr kamu, ye.. sokey, even u didn't knoe how much it meant to me.. :)

Have u ever wondered which hurts the most?? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to TELL someone you love them. If you do , they might break your heart..if you don't , YOU might break theirs..

Have you ever decide not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.

You CAN'T tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own..when you least suspect it, or even you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you??

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much..for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard too handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others think, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us..

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear GROWS STRONGER.

Life is all about RISKS and it REQUIRES you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had. 

* what would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say goodbye?

*what would you do if everytime you wanted someone they would never be there?

*what would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

*people live , but people die. i want to tell you that you my.........

-hLovaTe..

-5 tahon 5 bulan..:)

owh, no...i addicted also into the hindi songs..lalala..singing da song!! lalalala..~~

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yup, da reality bites..

it bites me now..haih.. hari2 berchenta dengan 'bookku' (cam farez ckp)..yg tebal, yg nipis.novel chenta yg d karang oley tortora tu dah malas nak belek, buang duit sgguhla aku ni..almost tiap2 hari jugakla aku pergi berdisko kat blok A and C dengan dressing code yg mcm haram; closed shoes n gaun putih desperately kontra ngn angan2 aku utk gayakan high heel n gaun warna menggoda such as red blood cell punyer kaler..owh, men..bleh dapat liver chirrosis free je kalo macam nih..haih..

Pairon me badhan hai ngah bergema kat dlm lubang telinga aku..koklea daa mcm nk pecah kot..aiseyman..layan tetap layan beb..time jiwa kacau ni sumer bley jalan kot. haih..

rindu kamu,meh..but nothing would happen..lol..mana chenta hati saya ni?? wohooo..dengki sama org laen..lalalalala..;p

cik didi sila jangan langgar pantang larang okey?? sign seems not too good laa..:(.. kalo tgk mutu udara sekarang ni ko ley bandingkan ngan situasi diri ko sekarang nih, tao..berjerebu, kedap, sesak..haih...

nak hap date hape eh??

urm,, sabtu lepas pi klcc kot..

utk 1oo hari bersama najib..

so, lyn pic kay..

akceli mula2 tak bley pegi sbb ada claz,

then i got da news yg my claz hav been kansel..

so syuker2 sbb dpt ikot..;)

owh, yeah..dpt makan2..lalalalala..;p

ngan farez, zack, mr.harry da potter, me n fidaie juo..

ngee~~semeja makan manyak2..i loikeee....;)

kami jumpa Najib ngan Rosmah..:)

putih sgguh NAjib itu..

nice2..

daa nak balik so pakat cabut munge2 yg ade wat khazanah kat umah..

ngee~~~hehehehehe....cik ekin punyer lagik manyak oooo....

malasnya mao update blog nih, tadaa cter mao kongsi..

kelas as usual nothin' interesting too much. Just so-so..otherwise daa dua malam jadi burung hantu, mata pon daa sembab, berjaga malam. stay back sampai subuh, then terus sambung pi kelas, nak2 lak kelas sumer early in da morning..

tiap2 hari aku hampir lewat masuk kelas, padahal umah daa bukan maen dekat lagi ngan kampus. Xtau laa ti dah pindah campus baru, mao naya je terhegeh2 pi claz ti..hukhukhukhuk..... tensi2, nak plak kelas kat anex yg ujung dunia tuh..:(..bad..bad..bad..

urm, duk melongo jer dlm kelas, setakat new sem ni okey lagi kot. Satu kelas je ari tu lewat, kelas ari sabtu yakni kelas yg sepatutnya xwujud langsung d waktu ujung minggu. Waktu org masih enak d buai mimpi..lalalala..but im was forgiven by Sir Raj kot..:)

and claz yg paling besh setakat ney, adalah claz dgn Mr.Ismet..tak sangka plak tetiba jer aku minat Numbers2 nih..cit, poodah..kao hanya berimaginasi semata2 sj wahai cik didi oit..stop it...

sbjek pathology pon besh jugak, maklumlaa ada part lukis2 ngan kaler2.. eventhough tissue slide tu agak sukar kita nak interprete'kan dia tuh, but dat was da challenging in da real situation next when being a MLT'ist..:)

 

and biochem lak is just fun..hahaha..semalam wat check urine..for estimate blood glucose level in urine..n the sample directly from u..hohohoho.. manakala praktikum plak main ngan blood petang tadi. doing cell washing. quite besh jugak..whoaaa..who said science/medic subject such a suck?? hohoho..i loikeee...

Kami memang suka dia, i mean..the way he approach me, juz like heaven..whoa..urm,, ( was thinking ) but in da name of frenship i thought it better b juz like dat. kaku. being juz frendz 4eva kot..sometimes mayb it looks like his was get into u but instead he was NOT akceli!! Hohoho.. tapi kami suka dia, bc msg dia pun kami daa senyum an gelak sorang2, kalo tak dapat msg dia kami mcm tak senang duduk. Lepas dpt msg dia, kami selalu bukak balik inbox, tgk, dan ulang baca balik sumer msg2 tersebut. Owh, apakah kejadian ini?? Xmao2, ooooh, no kami xmao perasaan ini..jaoh, pegi jaoh2..adakah benar im digging my own grave??

perasaan ini tak di jempot pon datang..

xdipersilakan kemari jua, 

haih..

susah2..bila jadi macam ni my heart are cut into da pieces..

n u knoe, it takes two to tango.. like if we claps with one hand it never gives da sound.. (hahaha, translate gler ayat gue)..boley, ke mcm ni?? hentam sajalah..

Kamu, kami xtao nak ckp aper..tp kami mmg suka kamu..:). Haih..owh, luperkan sajer..ini perasaan tidak penting, tidak penting..katakan ini perasaan tidak penting..:(

owh yeah..
hari ni kelaz mr.Ismet saya tidak lewat..:)..
Wah..bangga dengan diri sendiri ye..
Coming sebelom dia masuk kelas..
so mood sepanjang hari akan lebih ceria..hehehe..
Kelas ari ni sangat2 best jugak, as usual.. n ada pop quiz todae, torkojut den tp lepas laa nak jawab. easy question jer..:)..n yg tak lea lupa Sir cter sumething yg sangat lawak masa time nak balik tu..hehehe..gelak tak sudah laa kau masa tu..wink..;p
Abes kelas selisih ngan Bari n then he ask me to breakfast wit Moq kat lepak cafe. Tp xmao mkn lagi, so pi masuk cmpus balik n meet z yg baru nak pi claz..ngee~~ dahaga pule so pi beli watermelon juice sat.. Hoye2..sangat menghilangkan dahaga..:)

pastu pi lib digital jap, main lukis2 tissues slide patho nyer, bcoz besok mao antar sudaa..hohoho.br nak buat kan..
ti ada date lunch ngan zack...ngee~~~

Tensen2, pagi tadi pegi kelas lewat n bahananya aku kena sembur ngan lect, mr. Raj..malu owh wei.. haih, disaster..:(.. so mood sudah lari dengan sendirinya, nak2 plak time balik aku nak mintak note by transfer guna pen drive je pon dia xmao bagi. dia suh aku tggu dia emailkan kat claz rep. humangaih.. balasan sbb aku datang lewat 15 minute ker, sir??

how could u..hukhukhukhuk.....

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........nak nangis jer. dah laa i berusaha bangun awal sedaya upaya, sbb malamnya tak dapat tidur dengan lena becoz of da makhluk kecik yg suka bite2 aku tuh..x adil nih..

so mood dengan sendirinya utk next2 hema claz mesti sudah lari, n then muka aku mesti dia daa cop as pelajar bermasalah..daa laa last sem pon aku wat hal as his mentee..eeeeeeeee..menci..

tensen2..:(

huh, setakat ni sejak almost 2 minggu yang lepas tiap2 malam aku dan z jugak terpaksa buat blood transfusion tanpa rela, yakni mmg dlm situasi ke terpaksaanlaa u knoe in simple word,tanpa keizinan.. cit, aku memang tarak puas hati. betol2 kuciwa, frust menonggeng dan macam2 lagi perasaan yg berkelodak dalam jiwa aku ni. sampai daa tak dapat terluah ngan kata2, arghhhhhh...betol2 tensi  ni..Antidepressant kena ambik lagi ni..

dlm ketidakrelaan kami, sumpah seranah itu hanya mainan biasa bibir kami. caci maki itu seolah-olah kata2 pujian dan ampuan..owh, kami sangat2 bermuka2..(evil laugh)

blood transfusion ini sangat2 tensen gler baben, dowh..

menci tahap petala ke 8 daa..makhluk kecik tu sangat2 menyakitkan hati aku, tersangat2..rasanya kalo aku buat blood test ni ada maonyer dapat denggi, paling idak pon chikugunya je kot.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..............

hate2, hate diz part right here....:(

aku menci kao wahai nyamuk.....

nyah kao dalam idup aku..

agak2laa kalo ye pon ko nak isap darah aku, daa tu banyak laa ko tinggalkan bite2 kau tu. tao x, perilaku kao itu tiudak hensem langsung?? dan kau seolah2 mencabar kewibawaan aku ini pabila segala kejadian asap2 yg aku lakukan utyk membanteras kao tidak sedikit pon memberi kesan..rupa2nya kao sudah imun dengan ridsect goodnight ya..okey, kao lagi pandai dari aku..yup..

buts, sori 2 say..kalo cara halus yg aku lakukan masih belom mao menundukkan kao, aku terpaksa menggunakan cara yg lagi keras. yakni membunuh kao, kao dan kao dengan menggunakan seploh jari tangan aku ini sendiri. hahaha (evil laugh lagi)..

dan ya!

cara aku itu telah memuaskan jiwa aku. dan hasilnya juga aku berjaya membunuh species kao sebanyak 10 ekor in juz half n hour.. dats was enough for me. very satiesfied wit my self..( evil laugh plez).. aku telah menjebakkan diri ke kancah the very suksesful mosquito killer for the century..;)

okey, enough 4 tonite.. we going to b fighting back again tomorrow..

hate u mosq..

 

When Da UgLy DiDi was being the part of myself dat moment,

i was then keep woondering..n wondering if i really be like the character of 'Da ugLy BetTy' person..

hohoho..ScariE da muviE gtu..

hohoho, xmao..xmao..

n bcoz of dat, i've try to change back things to da normal situation..

n TAdaA....

i'v e make it happen ; back to the reAlity..

ngeee~~~

DiDi SenGaL, SenGaL & SenGaL... wekkkk..;p

si Cumel yg tgh 'fenin'cilin..

hohohoho..

semalam kami pergi tgk transformer..;)

i loikeeee......